Struggling

I am having a really hard time.

In just a week, both Paul and I will be unemployed.

It's hard for me to accept the fact that I no will no longer work where I've worked for the last 5 years.

And it's even harder to accept that I don't have anywhere to go after August 3.

I really thought there would be no problem with me finding a job.

I interviewed last Wednesday with another firm. I loved them. I had at least 3 people call someone there to tell them how great I was. And the HR director remembered me and seemed genuinely happy that I was there.

And I even wore my lucky suit.

They told me to wait a week and then they'd get back to me.

Tomorrow marks one week.

I've heard nothing.

It's getting really hard to stay positive.

I'm struggling.

I've prayed, cried, and begged.

I just don't know what to do.

I need some good news soon.

Because the bad news? Just keeps on coming.

Yep, I'm really struggling.